Today is a real bad day. I don't feel so good, my arm really hurts and I have pains in my stomach which comes and goes, some times it hurts too much I want to cry. But anyway I'm really upset today because of persoanl issues going on in my family. Another reason I'm upset is because I have a feeling I might be failing my classes and I know it's my fault because it's my responsibilites and I'm supposed to come to school everyday. But I'm having a few family problems at home, and myself as well. So school is almost over and I'm worried I won't be able to go outside because when summer comes, I'm home all day I go outside only to go shopping or something important. That's it. My parents don't allow me to go outside, not anymore actually. But I might work. I want to work, but I don't want to work in a very hot weather. But I guess I have to, since I owe my sister money. I work at Mcdonalds on Boradway across from NYU. I used to work 5 days, but then I started to do poorly in my classes so I started working only on Saturdays and Sundays. I don't make much money from working only those 2 days, but its okay. Anyway gotta go now.